Saturday, June 17, 2006

The Wind of the Spirit


Well we have been visited by Nigel this weekend, via Sheffield and a LifeShapes conference. I got him up for a mountain bike ride at 6.30 am as the weather was so good then we went to the beach for some power kiting - he was doing so well until a slide took him out. The Anne got in on the act and ended up flying from lying - she loved it so much she`s talking about going hang-gliding!
Tonight we are both doing the Evening Celebration with Nigel speaking on Eruption, Erosion and Excavation in an Earthquake environment and me leading.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

The Rapture



At a picnic today James was unexpectedly raptured and we were left behind. Here are the photos to prove it!

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Blue mood


Ruth took this photo at Saltburn.

Enter the dragon




Anne and Ruth have created a delightful confection for James Birthday party - Anne did the body and Ruth sculpted the head. We have always had fancy cakes but this is the best so far!! There is a party planned today with outdoor messy games, cut the flour cake was repeated four times and the hitting of the Pinata had to be done with a hammer on the ground as it was made indestructable by over anxious mother and sister.
Oh and yes the heatwave continues - blazing sunshine and mid twenties all week.
England`s first game in the World cup this afternoon!! Wine chilled
Preaching tomorrow morning on the Da Vinci Code - Jesus, Mary Magdalene and marriage - looking forward to it immensely.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

We have a proper summer and

Taunting our friends in Arizona is a rare delight but yady yady yaya - every day is a tolerable sunny day at the moment - you remember days when you can stay outside for a reasonable time!!
Today is predicted to be 25 degrees and another day on the bike yippee.
I was speaking to about 40 GP`s last night over at Judges on changes in the NHS in Yarm and afterwards had a gorgeous cross country blast through sleepy villages. Sleepy no more!! Wake wakey it`s the "Bells Angels".
Anway I wanted to bring you all up to date re the NHS and how this government has been absolutely appalling at managing the money and I have pasted the speech given by my ex-flatmate Paul Miller from Newcastle Uni days who now is a "Leading Doctor" according to the Times!!!

Leading doctor's damning diagnosis of NHS

Dr Paul Miller's damning diagnosis of the NHS's woes and suggestions for a possible cure, made in a speech to the annual conference of the BMA's consultants committee today:

"The deficits are clustered in a few areas and are caused by local service management and strategic planning failure, often caused by political interference with proper local service planning.

"But most particularly they are caused by bad policies and shocking incompetence inflicted on the whole service from the top, from Whitehall. And a large part of that is an excessive keenness and liking for expensive management consultants.

"So where has the NHS money gone? Let me give you a few answers, starting with tens of thousands of pounds.

"One trust with big debts, Surrey & Sussex, paid over £52,000 for less than two months’ work from an interim chief executive from a management consultancy in February and March 2005.

"The finances remained dire, so the Strategic Health Authority brought in more management consultants, McKinsey, for half a million pounds.

"How about hundreds of thousands of pounds? The chief executive of an NHS trust in the Northwest left after a critical external report - yet got a £475,000 pay off.

"How about millions of pounds? At the start of the year the Secretary of State sent 'Turnaround teams' from management consultancies into eighteen trusts in financial difficulties. I have written to the Secretary of State asking for the costs of these teams, but have received no reply.

"However, the figures have leaked out anyway. £100,000 per month at Leeds, £800,000 in total. £700,000 in 3 months at Surrey & Sussex Trust, which STILL finished 05-06 with an operating deficit of £28 million and accumulated deficit of over £57 million, before bale-out money.

"But these trusts already pay handsomely for their managers. The annual report for 2004-05 shows one trust paid its executive directors £1.2 million in 2004-05.

"What extra can these trusts be getting from duplication of management costs by employing outside management consultants without significant NHS backgrounds, apart from huge bills?

"How about tens of millions? Let’s look at the huge waste of NHS money in Public Finance Initiative schemes, PFI. The Paddington basin PFI ran up £14.9 million in costs before being abandoned. The National Audit Office condemned the project as having a fatal flaw because the Department of Health had no single body to oversee it.

"A two month ministerial delay to the PFI at Bart’s is said to have cost £35 million.

"The chairman of the Commons Public Accounts Committee who investigated the Norfolk & Norwich PFI said: 'It is hard to escape the conclusion that the staff managing the project were not up to the rough and tumble of negotiating refinancing proposals with the private sector…this was a poor deal.' The NHS missed out on an £82 million of refinancing windfall. That’s over £130 million wasted on these three projects alone.

"We understand that PFI was used to get large amounts of capital investment quickly. But we also understand you cannot bring NHS spending up to the EU average for just a couple of years and expect to have corrected decades of underspending amounting to hundreds of billions of pounds. The good levels of NHS funding must continue permanently, to bear fruit.

"But let’s talk real money, let’s talk billions.

"I want to turn to the costs of the Independent Sector Treatment Centres, which are multi-billion contracts. The NHS is wasting many millions on setting up these facilities when there is spare NHS capacity going unfunded and unused. Remember the instructions to hospitals to stop operating and let waiting times increase, to save money at the start of this year? So much for efficiency.

"First, I want to dismiss an untruth that has been continued on occasions by some this last year. It is simply not true that ISTCs are 8 times as efficient as the NHS. The ISTCs themselves do not claim that their surgeons are better or faster than the NHS.

"They do organise their facilities better around the surgeon than the NHS, and the NHS would do well to learn from this simple fact. Are ISTCs more innovative than the NHS? No, they are not. The Chief Executive of one of the ISTC companies very honestly told the Health Select committee, when asked about innovation: 'None of this is unique to us. All those things are happening no doubt in parts of the NHS.'

"Next, let’s remember the Oxford eyes debacle, and bring the story up to date. The PCTs did not want it and knew they did not need the extra capacity. Nevertheless, the treatment centre was imposed by bullying from the top, and this has been confirmed in the public domain by senior managers who have now left.

"The Chief Executive of Netcare has since stated in public: 'The Oxfordshire commissioning was incorrect, they already had the capacity, they didn’t need Netcare.' Yet the PCT was forced to pay £500,000 per year for four years for 400 operations per year, outside the NHS, they neither wanted nor needed. Last year only 160 were done.

"The clinic no longer makes regular visits to Wantage, as it is not needed. The Strategic Health Authority says: 'The PCT is aware that it's our expectation they will bear the cost.' Meanwhile, there are overspends in the county estimated at £82 million and 600 posts are to go at the Oxford Radcliffe.

"And the examples of ISTC capacity paid for but not used goes right across the country. Unbelievably, spare capacity is being hawked around the country at cut prices like soft fruit at 5pm on a market stall. Expect to see it on eBay soon.

"If you had made this up, you would be laughed at. If you were the one who did make this up, you should be ashamed. If you continue to make it happen, you will destroy the NHS. This is not the way to run our NHS.

"Care is suffering, jobs are disappearing, patients and staff are paying the price. If a patient gets worse instead of better with treatment, then it’s time to figure out whether the diagnosis or the treatment is wrong. Something is going very badly wrong with these health policies. It is time to call a halt. Examine what is not working and why.

"But it is not just me saying so. The chairs and chief executives of 4 children’s hospitals - Great Ormond Street, Alder Hey, Birmingham and Sheffield - wrote to ministers in April to protest about the effects of what they termed 'an inaccurate and highly insensitive tariff' under payment by results.

"Ironically, the DoH had the management consultants reporting on them. It is said that they described the Department as dysfunctional and having lost control of its relationship with the NHS, the finances, and the system reform agenda. Incidentally, I and several others have written to ask for a copy of that report, but we have all been refused.

"The NHS director of clinical governance criticised the reforms. He later resigned. That made 9 senior positions either vacant or with new appointees for resigned staff.

"Of course, the NHS chief executive and the director of workforce have both resigned recently.

"Even a health minister, Jane Kennedy, has reportedly expressed concerns about payment by results, but was allegedly sacked or resigned for her honesty.

"Is not the effect of Government policy on the health service now to pit nurse against nurse, hospital against hospital, doctor against doctor? The result will be to divide and rule and the commercialisation, demoralisation and break-up of the health service, when people want to see the national health service run as a proper national service for the people." These words are not mine, they are verbatim from Hansard and were spoken by Mr Tony Blair on April 27 1995 to John Major:

'Prime minister, you believed in our NHS then, don’t give up on us now.'

"Colleagues, it is hard to avoid the conclusion that we are working in a service which is being broken by policies which do not work; devised by officials who have resigned; implemented by managers who don’t believe; on staff in disbelief; and patients without a say. Enough is enough. The emperor of English health policy is wearing no clothes.



"And to top it all, the massive total spend on management consultants is starting to become apparent. The Management Consultancies Association represents 65 per cent of the industry, does not include McKinsey, but still billed the public sector £1.9 billion in 2004 and £2.2 billion in 2005. It seems the whole industry is therefore charging the public sector £3 billion, with perhaps £1 billion pounds being charged to the NHS. That would dwarf the deficits.

"This has been the NHS’s best year ever …for management consultants…for losing staff…for wasting money.

"But what to do about it now? We must give the leadership where the Department of Health has failed. To lead, we must remember where we have come from. But leadership is not only about knowing your history, leadership is about making history. We must now begin to make the history of the future of the NHS.

· The NHS I believe in would always remain funded from taxation, free at the point of patient need.

· It would treat patients according to their clinical need not political targets.

· It would put patients first by aiming to bring all NHS facilities up to scratch, not by offering a false choice of taking your custom elsewhere.

· It would focus on improving standards of care by clinical networks, not on using "creative destruction" to force the "remanagement" of "failing trusts".

· It would concentrate on good quantitative and qualitative data from IT systems to improve patient care, not just for producing bills.

· It would not be constantly torn apart and turned around by "initiativitis".

· It would realise that by respecting its staff it will get the best for patients.

· It would employ good managers for the long term, not for short term projects or dirty work.

· It would be run at arms length from politicians, who do not have the ability to run it, or allow it to be run for the best.

· It would put clinical collaboration above commercial competition.

· It would put patients before profit.

"Where ever one goes these days, one hears cries of "clinical engagement". From politicians, from the most senior civil servants, from managers. "Clinical engagement" repeated like a prayer in the dark to protect from bad things happening. I hear it often enough, but see little sign of those who talk the talk being prepared to walk the walk.

"Clinical engagement is not about hospital consultants doing what politicians or managers want. Clinical engagement is about consultants-the NHS’s most senior doctors- using their medical expertise to interpret the needs of patients to senior managers and working in partnership with those managers to meet patient needs, within the budget.

"It requires managers and politicians to give up some of their power and control and to understand that no health system will ever be as good as it should be until NHS consultants are running the organisations in partnership with managers for the good of patients. It requires a realisation that 20 years of increasing managerialism, and now management consultants, have failed.

"It’s time now to put hospital consultants back at the forefront of planning, running and delivering patient services. We are not the problem, we are the ONLY solution.

"So, here’s how to begin to fix the NHS. My prescription to the Secretary of State:

"Integrate properly with NHS patient services those ISTCs which already exist. Don’t sign off any more contracts for further ISTCs. Relax the additionality rules.

"No more of the perpetual central redisorganisation of the NHS. It accomplishes nothing and costs hundreds of millions of pounds each time. Where you pulled out of doing the recent PCT mergers properly, because of the views of local MPs, let the PCTs reorganise themselves, just as was happening anyway before your recent big bang.

"Stop interfering for political reasons in the sensible, local planning of services.

"No more external management consultants to be brought in to tell NHS clinicians and managers how to run their services. They have no special knowledge, they don’t know better.

"Stop thinking that there is lots of money to save by getting care moved out of hospitals. There are benefits to giving more care in the community, but it is not a cheap option.

"Let all of us get on with the job for which we were actually trained. Stop expecting everyone to be doing a job beyond that for which they are trained. Skill mix is fine up to a point, but beyond that it can be dangerous and even more expensive.

"Have the NHS run by an independent body, depoliticise it.

"If you are serious about clinical engagement, then require trusts to ensure that real, meaningful, funded management training is there to enable clinical and medical directors to do the job well. And they will, brilliantly.

"Finally, if you are serious about clinical engagement with consultants, then have consultants make up half the trust board. Just think, clinical directors putting patients’ clinical needs at the heart of corporate consideration! What a possibility that offers!

"If you do this, and you can, you will eliminate the overall deficits, win back the trust of 1.3 million NHS staff and most importantly, put the clinical needs of patients at the heart of trusts’ thinking.

"If you do this, truly THEN it would be the best year ever for the NHS."

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

New Jobs and James is 7 today



Well Anne has done her new CV and applied for her new job as the Doctor for two Psychogeriatric wards. For those of you that don`t know, that means she is doing the health care for older people who are without a full set of marbles. Looking around at some of our friends we believe that will be a useful skill to have!!
Angus has been offered the Clinical Directorship for Adult Psychiatry unofficially at present! This in Aladdin terms is "ULTIMATE COSMIC POWER on a teeny weeny salary" Hahahahahaha - well the rewards are not financial shall we say, but lightning will be crackling at his fingertips.
Today was James` birthday - 7 today - he now has a full England kit with his name on the back and lots of Harry Potter lego! Plus a super duper deluxe scooter which Anne fell off today and now has a grazed bum and a bruised ego as she did it in the street in public.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Summer is a cumin in


Well summer has arrived we have had 3 (count `em) days of sunshine and temperatures above 20 degrees centigrade. This means chilled sparkling wine (tho` of course winter also means chilled sparkling wine in the Bell household) sitting outside by the fire into the late evenings, lazy motorbike trips during the day and our first barbecue of the year! Oh my oh my it must be June - so some gardening!
Have planted a copper beech in the garden today and have been growing a silver birch in a pot as well to plant out in the front garden which leaves room for my second cherry tree which I have grown from seedling (my first cherry tree is now over 10 feet tall and has cherries on it!!!.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Cervical cancer cure controversy


Today`s Sunday Times reports that "earlier this month a federal health panel gave a preliminary green light to Gardasil, a vaccine developed by Merck. It has been shown to protect against two types of human papilloma virus, which is mostly spread by sexual contact and is the cause of about 70% of cervical cancers.

Medical experts believe the drug will work best if given to girls and young women before they become sexually active.

Many american conservatives recognise that battling a life-saving medical advance would be political suicide. But die-hards remain suspicious. “Premarital sex is dangerous,” wrote one on the Abstinence Clearinghouse website. “Let’s not encourage it by vaccinating 10-year-olds so they think they are safe.”
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I say what an exciting medical advance - it may do away with the need for cervical smears for example as well as preventing 70% of cervical cancer.
But it is an interesting question! If you can remove the consequences of "sin" does that increase the likelihood of sinful behaviour?
Frankly I think it is an academic argument as any sexual activity raises the risk of cervical cancer so all women ought to have the vaccine before the commencement of sexual activity. So what will the conservatives do then - a pre-wedding night vaccination only??!
Reflect on the term "die-hard conservatives", will their attitude mean that some women will "die hard" when they didn`t need to?
Angus

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Disaster

"Worse day ever" according to Ruth, Camp America can`t find her a camp to go to!! So suddenly 3 months of nothing to do and nowhere to go, what is the girl to do?? Well she`s gone to bed and is contemplating drinking bleach, but hates pain so will have to think of something else. Any comments gratefully received

Bike news

So you thought I`d forgotten - what happened to the plans to get the Moto Guzzi Griso? Well I went to try it out and firstly it had an exhaust that was bigger than a weapon of mass destruction - it was a joke exhaust! Then my little legs only just touched the ground because the seat was so wide and the handlebars were so far away I had to lean over the tank which was bigger than the american budgetary defecit.
So relief to the accountant (Anne) as we keep the old bike!
First pre-world cup friendly tonight yippee.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

A surprising bible character


Reading the bible this morning whilst on the toilet - yes you needed to know that I`m sure - I randomly opened the word of God to Jeremiah 26 verse 18 which in my Holman Christian Standard Version reads "Micah the Moreshite prophesied in the days of Hezekiah the King of Judah".
Now imagine being a prophet called to bring a very negative message against the King and also being named Micah the Moreshite! ....................................and then reading about it on the toilet!!
God has a great sense of humour.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Raindrops are falling on my head


Well they have a drought in the south of england but here the roads are flooded and the garden is a swamp. It has been raining for most of the last week and the temperature dropped to 6 degrees celsius aargghhh!
Family news is that Debbie has been selected to compete in the long jump for her school at Gateshead stadium after her first two jumps ever were better than anyone in her year. She ended up coming 8th out of a field of 12 but was annoyed that she wasn`t allowed to measure her run-up! Anyway we are aiming for the 2012 Olympics where we are also expecting my niece Ellen to be running (she is currently 9 and finished her first 5 mile run racing her Dad - my brother - who struggled to keep up with her sprint finish)!
Jonathan had his 17th birthday with the cousins and has just done his English AS level on Chaucer - so we are well up on the contextual analysis of middle ages english. Ruth has 3 english exams to do over the next 3 weeks and then she is finished! We still haven`t heard from Camp America!!
Anne is applying for her new job this week , interviews have been set for the end of June. I am currently engaged in negotiations re my new Job which will be half time clinical and half time strategic medical management tho` much has yet to be agreed before I put pen to paper!!
Finally we are in a frenzy for the World Cup!!!!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Crazy world

Just a reflection on our crazy country!! This week I learnt that due to the rise in price of copper - mostly due to China`s rapid expansion of their power grid - that the scrap value of the 1 pence coin is now approximately 1.5 pence!!
Here in the North East we have had unremitting rain the last few days and the garden looks like an indonesian rain forest with the combination of warmth and wetness, but in the south east they are facing the worst drought in over a decade with hosepipe bans being enforced all over the place.
Anyway I have been offered a new job - the most significant change since becoming a Consultant 12 years ago - I can`t tell you the details as yet because it`s a secret and if I did I would have to kill you!! Rest assured that ultimate power is involved, lives are in the balance and resistance is futile, more travelling is promised etc watch here for more details!!
Jonathan is 17 tomorrow and today we will be going up to Newcastle to have a big family Pizza Express lunch in God`s capital - Newcastle upon tyne. We will be seeing Angus` sister Samantha and her family and then looking at Motorbikes for a bit!!!!
Other bits and bobs - for a great read of fantasy humour a la Princess Bride get the 10th Kingdom - absolutely hilarious book and very imaginitive!! For a top scary film watch the russian "Night Watch" the first of a trilogy.
Preaching on Sunday evening - topic is Life`s purpose and how to achieve it or practical holiness, or read the bible stupid!!!!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Old or new?? Over to you!




Ah the sun has been shining and I have been carving the turns on Black Beauty all week - blasting up the A19 feeling unsufferably cool in my black leather jacket going to meetings as part of the new Trust (Tees Esk and Wear Valleys Mental Health Trust). Part of the pleasure is using the bike for work, the other part is the complete feeling of freedom. But the question is should I change bikes again? As the current bike is 19 years old!

You see Moto Guzzi have brought out a new model called the Griso which is GORGEOUS - so over to you - compare pictures and let me know? These things are always a distraction from the meaty issues of life but why be deep when you can be superficial and go shopping???

By the way the Griso is the red bike not the model leaning on it!!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

To live the dream

Today I am taking Jonathan up to St James Park to see the final game of the season - Newcastle against Chelsea the crowned champions. It is a game we have to win to guarantee european football next season. More importantly it is a farewell to Alan Shearer - the best centre forward england has produced in the modern era: a man who twice refused to sign for Manchester United and who dedicated the best part of his career to Newcastle United. Without a doubt he sacrificed glory for loyalty, personal gain for the joy of being surrounded by friends and his local community. Here is the tribute from the current manager Glenn Roeder.
He said: "I can't add anything about him as a footballer that hasn't already been said. But if I was allowed to choose my friends I'd certainly choose Alan Shearer because of how he is as a human being.
"Any club would miss him on the field. Given the kind of person he is, any club would miss him in the dressing room.
"He is a leader of men. People question whether he should have gone to Manchester United and say he would have won more trophies. He says 'I'm right in what I have done because I have lived the dream'. I agree with him. He has lived it. As a little boy he wanted to play for Newcastle United and he has done that for the best part of his career. He has put the people of Newcastle before himself and gratification of winning trophies and he would done at Manchester United.
"As he said to Alex Ferguson the other night, 'Maybe if I had signed, Alex, you would have won a few more'. I thought that was fitting.
"I said to him 'Alan, that (singing his name) makes the hair stand up on the back of my neck so who knows what it does to you?'. That's why he has lived the dream. In his eyes, it's better than winning trophies. To have the love of your own people must be a wonderful thing, it must be."
The king is dead, long live the king.
To have the love of your own people IS a wonderful thing - I thank God for the example of Alan Shearer who put relationship before personal achievement, character before career.

Friday, May 05, 2006

Bellies gonna get ya!

Well Angus has left us for a night, so me and the big kids rented out "kiss, kiss, bang, bang" to watch, while Debs caught up with the new series of "Lost" and James hopefully went to sleep! As for the film, as long as you manage to ignore the use of **** in most sentences, its a great film, with some brilliantly funny lines and likeable characters.
Ruth finished her art A level today and celebrated by throwing out all her paint brushes. Jonny has had his annual skin head hair cut to celebrate the arrival of Summer. Ruth failed to notice it was Summer and fell asleep in the Sun and now has a red face and one red arm.
So tomorrow it will probably rain. Sorry no photos today!!

Monday, May 01, 2006


Leyburn Food and Drink Festival - wow - made me proud to be english! Debbie and James went bungee jumping on a suspended frame over trampolines both of them doing backflips! Anne and I had Dales beers from the beer tent, we ate pasties and roast pork buns and saw the hairy bikers (if you don`t know them then watch it now - "The Hairy Bikers Cookbook" on BBC - two northern bikers cooking around the world!! It`s the North, it`s bikes and it`s great food - what more do you want??? See the website http://www.hairybikers.com/). We came away with Ginger Whinger beer from Suddaby`s brewery in Malton, beers from Wensleydale brewery, asparagus from aforesaid Dale and lemon and passion fruit cake from Cinnamon Twist.
Inspired by the above we (Rollo and I) have planned a biking trip to the Lakes later in the month, going up Hard Knott pass to do a circular walk round the roman fort then returning down the Duddon valley to stay with my mother in Ulverston.
Yesterday was a blast from the past as we all hooned up to Newcastle upon Tyne to divide and conquer. Anne and the older three went with two members of the youth group to IXth Hour at the City Hall via Pizza Express, whilst I went to the church at Heaton where I became a christian back in 1983. I had been invited back to do some teaching on "Sexuality" - it was great fun for me to be back in the old place, to see some old faces and as usual lots of students. Numbers were way down for an evening meeting compared to the 1980`s - no-one in the balcony! Maybe that was my fault !!!!
So today we are off to a Food Fayre in Leyburn as the temperature is predicted to hit a balmy 16 degrees today. Bonne journee mes braves!

Sunday, April 23, 2006


Well we did it, Debs and me climbed a lot of steps up 250 ft to the top of the bridge and then tiptoed out over the river Tees. It was a gorgeous day of clear blue skies and no wind (neither external nor internal you will be glad to know). As long as we didn`t look straight down we were fine.
The highlight was an oil tanker sailing under us and a sailor waving up in surprise. We hope to have raised over £1000 for Rhema school. Thanks to every brave body who did the "walk of death", and of course the ground crew ( led by Angus ) and their moral support.

Saturday, April 22, 2006


The "Walk of Death" takes place on Sunday morning over the Tees transporter bridge. Looking at the picture folks, that is up and over the top not across the bottom! Organised by a friend of mine with loads of colleagues and Geoff and Hilary from next door we are doing this to raise money for Rhema School Kampala. The question is, will Angus overcome his fear of heights and actually do it or is he going as "ground support"?!!!
Anne of course is going over the top as usual hahahahahahaha!!!